Little Blisters On The Gums

dysautonomia could not be less this year ...

And just like that was. Tuesday January 4 in the afternoon began the first crisis of the year and went with Tutti, good average of fainting, dizziness hartooooooooooo (even if still in bed) and by a faint flower Cototo in the front!
I had to count on the new sticks (I month and a half) and of course, tired but understanding and concern ... It will be sustainable over time? I guess it is related to the amount of suffering crisis ... if I keep watching as he had done there should be no problems, as it has in these 2 years (yes, the fault was mine alone make me not time to go to my therapist.)
This time I lost an important chance to hit and it hurt enough. Saturday would have been the first of many Saturdays in a very good job opportunities in the near future and as it should enable me to it this week and could not go, I had to leave ... and I say leave (not that I left) that came a moment when, after trying to give possible solutions, I had to say: You know what? descartame am dysautonomic and truth I can not say with certainty that the more I watch that for more than 2 ½ years ago I find this muuuuuuuuy well, I'm not going to happen at any time.
This was actually said on a Wednesday and Saturday for I'm all right, but far from what most surprised me were the words out of my mouth: I AM dysautonomic ... and if all we know, did a blog about it, which in its presentation starts saying it, but I've never expressed that way.
all It seems so unfair sometimes, but I can not deny who I am and find the nicest way of presenting the world with this, is what, at least to me, it's hard ... but I seem to cost less as before: P I
Paulina, I have 27 years, I can be governed person, super efficient in my paste, friendly, have more defects, blemishes, and I'm dysautonomic ... how important is it for the rest?
Although the disease does not define me all the time, when a burst leaves havoc and must overcome them the best we can and continue ... to be only Paulina.

PS: I was forgetting something important muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuy! Publicly thank my cousin took me Soledad lunch on Friday), the Danny that I went to see friends I love you! and especially to you, beautiful child, I took care with love, you made me laugh (when I just wanted to mourn) and approved with 10 in support of your first crisis of this disease so rare right? : D to all of you. Muuuuuuuuuuuuuuchas thanks!

Milena Velba Back In The Office Avi

not shut up and talk but it's amazing ...

There are silences that hurt like daggers in my soul,

others prefer silence to empty it before the words ...

I know a silence that says more than a million voice and looks,

those silences that do not shut and although talk is incredible ...

is these silences that are dark and intriguing,

silences that while it may seem, never lead to mistrust ...

I prefer silence, your silence,

before the world was giving me all your words ...

Your silences are like those musical notes that fail to harmonize my soul,

are pure and complete silence, silences that speak louder than all the books tell ...

I know a silence that is clear and perfect as the soul,

a silence which is composed of an alphabet, not letters, but the dawn. ..

only know a silence that speaks louder than voice and words,

are those Silence is not silent and although it is unbelievable, speaking ...

Stefanie Riani

(Thought so tiny babies so much yet to tell us when we speak, so and in my concern for people deaf mute ... Anyway, the interpretation of my text is at the discretion of each one of us, if you prefer silence before millions of words)

Adult Footed Pajama Pattern

Bye bye 2010!

Building your own computer: D I will write the post uuuuuuuuuultimo a year that at least for me it was like an earthquake, strong, scared and left the shit! : S

super excited I started it, had gone to school, everything was fine, I was making the money I wanted and I had already stabilized the economic catastrophe that I had left the lady Dysautonomia life ... and I said: Epaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa "Where do you see? ud. has Cancer, so I returned, it must be operated and freezing all AH .... and hopefully a face full of laughter, do not you see that is proven to have a good attitude is paramount pa 'heal?. Freeze

all ... PUAAAAAAAAJ! Guacal! ¡¡¡¡¡¿ ?!!!!!!! AGAIN I was very angry! Especially because I tasted the feeling of believing that it was so good ...

remember that at the end of 2008 (year that began dysautonomia for me) someone asked me if I could change anything in that year and answered the pretty words that do not, that it would not have learned what I learned this year and I think so sorry ... but if you ask me now if I could change one thing about this year, blindly answer yes I think it was little bit far!

But as I suffer from chronic optimism: D I'll take the positive balance: people know that true story, on the road were people I swore that they would be batting cri cri there and listen to crickets pure jajajajajajaja ... tb life gave me new people who came to enrich and change the word "friendship" and the unconditional love you more than ever before (if that is possible): D this is priceless (pA else is Mastercard jajajajajaja .)

this year created this blog that has given me pure satisfaction! feel that we are a community that size does not matter, but we understand, we recommend, we profit, we call: P. .. at last! Was GREAT!

So I wholeheartedly support them having a wonderful year, kind, generous in good times in laughter, health, peace of mind, in money, labor and love!

love and a big hug to all (you)!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!